The Alligator Pear
My name is Montsho Jarreau Thoth.

I am 20 years and I think about many things very often. I am poet, actor, artist, tea drinker, storyteller, truth-sayer, liar, listener and watcher. I am your friend and this blog is about me.

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Beware the allegorical alligator pear,
the callous, colludings of the alligator pear.
-mjt
Winged Finger (Taken with instagram)

Winged Finger (Taken with instagram)

Montsho Jarreau Thoth: “Rule Forever Alone.”

I have returned my brother, Death,
from the Isle of Kythera, 
My apotheosis has been withheld.

I met a Goddess there,
She was indescribable and Forever,
And in her voice like silver,

Forever gave me strength to End
What I thought would last
For ever: 

“Afore the warrior retires,
He seeks the ablution of thought; 
Think not young Black,
The Sleep of Reason produces monsters.”

Transcend privation’s pain,
Then permeate all things.

Sister Fear told me once
“Never be afraid,”
And to this I scoffed,
“Leave humanity behind me?”
My dearest sister replied,
“Has it done you any good?” 

And so I went to Kythera,
To leave Love left 
for dead.

To become simply Black
Nothing more and nothing less.

I followed all advises,
Fear Forever Death.

I slept on the shore after
The depuration of my soul.

I awoke and was Alone.

What man would have stayed?
None, I should think.

To Rule the Isle of Kythera,
Alone and Forever,
King and Queen 

In the last
Of empty worlds?

No. 

-mjt

Montsho Jarreau Thoth: “Silent Since”

Look here Silence

At what I wrought
A single sound a single thought

Look but never touch
Never feel never clutch

Look and always smell
Just a whiff never tell

I want you here..
Just be quiet now

I want to teach me how 

To shut my mouth 
And to keep it so 

My lips sealed, tongue indisposed

I want to leave 
never come back;

To look and sigh. not relax
The grip I have
Upon you,

A Silence born, 
and Silence grew.



-mjt

Makes me wanna go fuck up some riot police with the homies.

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BBQ at Matt’s (Taken with instagram)

BBQ at Matt’s (Taken with instagram)

Montsho Jarreau Thoth: “The Hills” (May 19th-20th, 2012)

smoke.

exothermal chemical reaction

in heat.

but enough rhetoric

such fustian and minimal fare.

the river was alive with white

I feared snakes 

Regrettably.

The hills are mother like mine 

that I trust as the rock in the sky

the hills are brothers of mine,

of then, the truest sort

I found voice in the hills; smokey

as it is,

even the common weeds’

blooming, after much clasping

hauls it back in.

-mjt

Montsho Jarreau Thoth: “Rhetorical Retrograde #1” (May 26th-27th, 2012)

Backwards from the sun

we traveled through the car 

from the park

broke fast with thoughts of the coming

still seeing the world with rose colored eyes

we spent tea and beans 

with a young queen

we spoke roads through gatherings 

with savory and occasional licks of the tongue 

all the while the vigor with which our fingers

tendrilled; becoming undaft and weaving 

we first spent our time thinking

with an automatic thinker

we pondered, we thought

with partly cloudy faith we fall together

here at the beginning

of tonight

-mjt

Hibiscus mint&Gunpowder (Taken with instagram)

Hibiscus mint&Gunpowder (Taken with instagram)

Sylvia Plath, “The Companionable Ills”

sharingpoetry:

The nose-end that twitches, the old imperfections-
Tolerable now as moles on the face
Put up with until chagrin gives place
To a wry complaisance-

Dug in first as God’s spurs
To start out of the mud
It stabled in; long-used, became well-loved
Bedfellows of the spirit’s debauch, fond masters.

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My dad and I (Taken with instagram)

My dad and I (Taken with instagram)

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Lamplight - Bombay Bicycle Club

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Photo by Hannah Mercer

Photo by Hannah Mercer